im proud of the love

always wanted to change my blogskin and finally, on monday i got to change it (: its just a VERY simple skin. i ran out of idea to design a new blogskin and plus i dont have a good photo editor device. oh well. even though my current blogskin is plain. i took hours to decide this blogskin. oh well. lets talk abt prelims...

tuesday, social studies paper
how unlucky am i. i studied all chapters except for industralisation, good governance and a little of conclict among countries. and when i got and flip over the paper. the SBQ questions were all on the 3 chapter i didnt study. " how unlucky am i " oh well. so i choose the one i studied a little. then come to the 2nd question. detterance and diplomacy qn. i got all my fact just that.... i wrote the points for detterance under diplomacy and points for diplomacy under detterance.... my 13 marks ): so conclusion, i am not going to pick topics to study for os. just study all cause im unlucky.

wednesday, eng paper
hmm. i used the wrong format for my letter writing. why? all because of me. i did selective reading so i didnt see the word "PROPOSAL" oh well. paper 2 was rather difficult. this time a round, the 15 points for summary was kind of difficult to spot. its over. i cant do anything luckily im not going jc :D

today, biology/physic practical
i think i screwed up bio prac. i know we did that experiment before but i still do not know how to do it. so i wrote crap, hoping to get some marks from it :D haha phy is ok. didnt really screw up. ok, im too lazy to study too lazt to go tzl house. im a pig. im going to suffer the consequences when i get my os result. ok, i will REALLY study from sat onwards. workhard for my prelims! HWAITING! :D
and, goodbye august...





proud of your love
Passing by at a quick pace
I wonder how much of a season had already gone?

Walking through the scenery I’ve become familiar with
Without being able to slip away
From these distant memories alone
It's like I completely lost my destination
That was the time when I met you

We met by chance along this road
Even now I can’t forget, ever since that day
Much of the sorrow and anxiety I held
Everything had been changed
Through the warmth of your memories
Proud of your love

Finding two shells
Is just like a miracle..
Meeting you once more

If you're here beside me
Even the depths of my heart
Would be comfortable with this gentle feeling
Even if violent rain falls down
And strong winds blow about

I'll go out to protect this love
If we're together we can surely overcome all
Could I have thought like that at first?
So I don’t let go of this hand
I'll always gaze carefully at time

We met by chance along this road
Even now I can’t forget, ever since that day
Things that live on, things that I believe in
While changing towards happiness,
We’d both walk along together
Proud of your love

Proud of your love..
Proud of your love..
Proud of your love..
Proud of your love..
Proud of your love..

life is so not good.

prelims is next tues.

and i haven studied my stupid ss.

DIE? yes, die

i'll study a little afterwards. after blogging and bathing :D

oh, was so bored, made a wallpaper for my sis :D

oh man. i feel like watching secrets again! haha. 不能说的秘密

stupid cip tmr. waste 6 hours of my life walking ard BEDOK! the plave i'lve been walking for the past 9 years? argh. cynthia, STUDY!!!!

woo! the wallpaper (:

after blogging and uploading pic from my phone. off i go to study :D
i've gotten over the fact that i've gotten c5 for my dam chinese os.
now the thing im going to focus on... is to study really really hard for the upcoming prelims.
16 aug. that will be the day im taking my ENGLISH ORAL (o level) dont you think time past really quickly? its alrd august 2007? sigh.


got back my report paper! and i did quite badly! :D but its ok! its not going to be in my report book. oh, the teacher allowed me to retake my chinese os (: i manage to convince her :D cause i said im using chinese as one of my subject for L1R4 and im going to mentally drop chemistry. i cant do chemistry for nuts. having to study chemistry for abt a year and a half, i still dont understand anything. im not a science person. and also, chemistry is about memorising? how am i suppose to remember the chemicals or the reactions?



chemistry is crazy
that woman is still crazy too


let me introduce my oh-so-pretty sister (:
HELLO CARINA!

its a freaking FIVE..

the lowest i've ever gotten..

i cant write chinese..

its a wake up call..

i know i shouldn't be here..

i really want to jump off the building..

i dont want to take Os..

i must really work hard for my 2nd chance.

waste my money only.

and my mum is still crazy, still angry with me. and i really dont know why.

aren't they cute? they are only 9 days old (i think) :D they are only the size of my palm. whitkey finally given birth to 5 CUTE puppies. all they do is sleep, cry and drink mummy's milk. they are really cute. and, never in my life have i seen such small dog! haha. i only see puppies on tv, documentry and books. when i see them real life, they are really cute!

enough of them (: yesterday, went roller blading at pasir ris park. now i know pasir ris park is SO SO SO SO SO SO LOUSY. ecp is much better. at least there's bike/skates rental shop everywhere. my ankle swell after blading for an hour. why? its not my legs' prob. its the blades. even though the blade fit nicely, but it's crushing my ankles. oh well.
conclusion: cynthia will never want to go pasir ris to blade anymore!

i seriously need to start studying! prelims is like???? i dont know when but its round the corner! I NEED TO STUDY! but im too lazy to study! can anyone please make/force me study?? i know im going to fail prelim if i dont study but i still do not want to study. die die die die and die. i want to change my blogskin. so BYEBYE (:

ulcers invasion...
there's a total of 7 ulcers in my mouth ]:
i need to drinking more plain water.
not enough of water = formation of ulcers inside my mouth ]:

canteen duty is getting quite boring now a days. i only go there and get stinky. whats the use of me washing my hair in the morning where it always smells of fried food after everything?
im not complaining :]
my mother went crazy. just because i said "白痴" to her. she's really crazy. ugh.
byebye my blog :]